It's Obvious and I Get So Embarrassed

Author's Notes: this was a commission

As the sun sank into the horizon—only to be obscured by the towering cityscape of Tokyo—Ann drew lazy circles around the rim of her glass with alcohol buzzing her senses. She, Ren, Ryuji, and Yusuke had officially graduated high school. Nearly everyone had gotten together once again. It was a time to celebrate after all. They’d do the same when Futaba and Sumire graduated next year as well. The group of former Phantom Thieves expected to just chill in a closed Leblanc with snacks, soda, and maybe an overpriced pizza if Ren wasn’t sick of curry. Sojiro, however, had other plans. He said he trusted them all to be responsible and bought them booze. He had two rules: no leaving Leblanc unless it was to go to his place to sleep and do not let the second years drink.

They might have broken the second one.

Ann winced as Futaba’s—and an indignant Morgana’s— voice bounced off the walls behind her while Kasumi let out gurgled whines and sputters. Haru rushed to comfort the coughing underclassman while a tipsy Makoto lectured Futaba and Ryuji for pressuring the poor girl to shotgun the rest of the vodka cooler. Yusuke sat in the corner, chuckling to himself but otherwise, he seemed to be unphased.

The blonde felt the heaviness of a gaze on her. She blinked before flickering her eyes towards Ren. A faint blush dusted his cheeks. Whether or not it was from the alcohol or because of her, she didn’t know. She hoped it was the latter. He gestured towards the stairs which made her heart skip a beat. They slipped upstairs without a word.

“Sorry, I’ve been wanting to talk to you one-on-one all night but... They’ve been pretty loud,” Ren said as he sat on the bed

“It’s alright!”

Silence hung over them. Anxiety buzzed in Ann’s mind as she twirled her hair. What was he planning? Should she say something?

“I’ve just been thinking about how lucky I am. To have met you and the others. Shido’s a piece of shit but I guess I have to thank him for getting me arrested and sent over here, sorta.” His words slurred together somewhat but he managed to keep his cool. He shot a look over at her and smiled. “...Last thing I, uh… Imagined when they put me on probation was ‘I’m gonna become a hero and meet my best friends for life.”

Ann giggled. “I don’t think anyone would imagine that kinda thing.”

Memories bubbled up inside of her and fell from her mouth. Stories that began with the words “Do you remember the time we...” and “Ohhhhh yeah and then...” filled the room. It wound up with the two of them flopping onto their backs on that tiny, tiny bed as they reminisced about their adventures.

“Man, what did you even grow up watching if your thief outfit was that thing?”

“Ugh, god. Do you remember that character I told you about? She’d run around in these skintight catsuits...”

“With her tits out?”

“YES, but she didn’t have a boob window... It would just be unzipped to like...” Her hands floated in the air before dipping into her cleavage. Her fingers hooked into the collar of her tank top and pulled it down to just below her breasts. “Here. BUT, I guess Fujiko had miracle tape or glue to keep herself from giving nip slips constantly... until she wanted to.”

Ren snorted. “Thank you, Fujiko Mine, for your influential rack. If it wasn’t for you, I—wait, no, I... I shouldn’t.”

“Shouldn’t what?”

He snorted again. “So. You probably knew that... Ryuji would look.”

“Yes. Yes, I did.”

“...I’d stare at them a bunch too back then.”

Ann blinked. “What?”

“Like... I didn’t ogle at you all the time then. I didn’t wanna be a creep but...” he sighed and rolled onto his side to face her. “This isn’t. This isn’t the way I wanted you to find out. But... you’re one of the most... beautiful girls I’ve ever met, inside and out. I had a pretty big crush on you since we actually got to know each other... I mean. I thought that when I first saw you ‘n’ then you got into Kamoshida’s car. But I knew I liked you when you joined up with us and—”

It was now Ann’s turn to sigh. This really wasn’t the way she wanted to hear it either. It was far from the intimate and romantic scenario she always dreamt of happening. Despite everything, it was still something—a good something—to hear those words from him. He had liked her for almost just as long. That was the important part. “I wish you told me this sooner, Ren.”

“What do you mean?” One of his eyebrows quirked upwards and his lips—his extremely kissable lips—twitched in that way one did when they were trying to hold back a laugh.

“...We could’ve... y’know... way sooner,” she whispered.

Unable to hold back that cheshire grin, he shifted closer. “I don’t think I know. You should just spit it out.”

She rolled her eyes even as she moved closer to him. Her hand rested on his shoulder, her manicured nails lightly scratching him through his shirt, before finally leaning in for a kiss. He returned it in earnest. His hand found itself onto her waist. Before she could blink or react in any way that wasn’t widening her eyes or blushing, Ren pulled her even closer. Their hips were stapled to one another. Her heart throbbed as her eyelids fluttered open for a moment. Electricity pulsed through her veins as his tongue swiped across her bottom lip before sliding into her mouth. The faintest hint of artificial strawberry managed to cut through the strong bite of alcohol. Part of Ann wondered if she was sober and if Ren had drunk just a little more, would she have gotten a buzz from the kiss?

It didn’t matter in the end.

What mattered was that Ren knew. He had to know now. How badly she wanted him for the last two years. How badly she wanted to say something. How badly she wanted to be touched like this. How badly she wanted to touch him. Maybe it wasn’t the most ideal way for them to have found out about each other’s feelings but what mattered was that they knew now.

Hopefully.

Ren’s hand stroked her waist and hip. The tip of his finger teased the top of her thigh just below her shorts. Her breath hitched. He stroked that patch of skin as if he was testing the waters before slipping his hand up to grope her ass through the denim.

He pulled away from the kiss just to smirk at her. “That didn’t answer my question.”

“Jerk,” she huffed. Still, she leaned in to give him a peck. “I wish... I knew this earlier. We could’ve... been together sooner. I knew you were something... special when you chased me around just to comfort me about what was going on with Kamoshida. Those feelings grew into something else. I like you, Ren.”

His gaze softened as he swallowed. “...I guess we better make up for lost time.”

Her lips quirked into a smile. “We should,” she breathed.

With trembling hands, she dove between them to get to work on stripping him down. She swallowed as she tugged his shirt up just enough to get a good look at his toned stomach up close. They had seen each other in swimsuits before. It wasn’t an entirely new experience for her. But here, it was completely different. Her nails raked along each curve of his body. He shivered under her touch but let her explore him. It felt like her heart would burst out of her chest with how hard it was pounding. Finally, she reached for his belt and fly.

Ren reached for her wrists and pulled them away. “Let... lemme see you first,” he whispered. He rolled her onto her back and sat on his knees. His own hands trembled as he pulled her legs up and rested them against his chest. She stared up at him eagerly. His lips brushed against her calf as he tugged her shorts off her hips, up her thighs, and then finally off her legs. She watched the smooth movement of his throat as he swallowed once again at the sight of her panties.

Ann wished that she picked a nicer set of underwear to wear today. She wasn’t expecting something like this to happen tonight. Sojiro had surprised them all with the booze after all. At least she picked a bra that matched the comfortable if boring grey boy shorts she had on. Though, part of her doubted he cared.

He shifted forward so that her hips sat on his thighs. Before he could reach for her shirt, she pulled it up for him and revealed the sports bra she had on. He bit his lip at the sight. It revealed way less than the bikinis she bought in hopes of seducing him but he seemed to appreciate the sight nonetheless. Her thumbs hooked under her bra. Deep breath, deep breath. Then, she pulled it up. Her full breasts bounced as they were freed from the compacted cotton prison.

A hiss escaped him. “Fuck, Ann,” he murmured. She blinked as she felt something poking her ass through his pants and her panties. “You’re so...” His lips pursed together as his eyebrows knit together in a way that came off like he was desperately searching for a better way to compliment her... in a way that didn’t tell her that his dick was taking over. He settled for a “so pretty” which made her giggle.

“C’moooon~” she whined as she wriggled her hips against his crotch. “I want you.”

He groaned.

Ann could feel how much he was shaking as he reached for her panties and tried to pull them off the best he could in this position. She bit back a laugh as he muttered to himself about how stupid it was to get between her legs before taking ‘these stupid things off’. He managed. Her teeth sank further into her lip as he pulled himself out.

His cock—hard, hot, and intimidatingly thick—rested against her mound. The both of them fell into a pant as they possibly waited for the other to give the okay. Her mind buzzed with all sorts of fantasies, some new, some old as reality was staring her in the face. She didn’t know what was going on in Ren’s mind but she had an idea.

“Please, Ren?”

“Y-yeah, just... just... letting it sink in, sorry.” The sound of the party downstairs drifted into the room. Sumire’s whines about how the last of the strawberry chuhai was gone nearly pierced Ann’s ear drums. “...Okay, it’s sunk in. Let’s go,” he muttered. That, she couldn’t help but laugh at. The danger of being caught by the party downstairs was now suddenly too real to ignore.

She was still going to try.

Her legs parted themselves for him as he shifted his hips just enough for the tip of his cock to line up with her entrance. “You alright?”

“Yes.”

“I can go ahead?”

“Ren, if you don’t give it to me right now... I will... Look, just please, please, pleaaase fuck me.”

“...Alright.”

Finally, he sank inside her. She hissed as her walls stretched to accommodate his size. He didn’t look or feel that long against her but the sheer girth he had... Well, the hairbrush handle she used had nothing on him. Her entrance almost burned in an addicting way with how tight she felt around him. She shuddered as he pushed and pushed and pushed until his pelvis was flush against her ass. “Fuck, you’re so... big,” she whined. “Please don’t stop.”

“Wasn’t planning on it... b-but, y-you’re, fuck, you’re good right?” he asked as he slowly pulled back and then slammed forward. “Shit!”

“Yes! Yes, yes, yes, I’m good! I can take it. Ren, please keep going.”

His pace was slow and gentle... for the most part. He was clearly testing the waters, whether it was for her sake or possible inexperience on his part, she didn’t know nor did she particularly care. She just wanted more. Occasionally, he’d slam his hips a little too hard. It stung in all the best ways. It was addicting. She wanted more so badly. Her body burned like an Agidyne as he picked up the pace. He leaned forward, his lips just a breath away from hers as his shaking hands rested beside her shoulders. He panted above her. The sight of him like this, all flushed and panting and trembling, was so different than the cool and cocky persona he put on as Joker. It made her melt.

His cock throbbed against her twitching walls and brought her down to earth. God, he was inside her. Ren was fucking her. Ren’s fat cock was inside of her and possibly ruining her for anyone else. She didn’t want anyone else but the possibility hung in the back of her mind.

She wasn’t going to let that happen.

Her legs wrapped around his waist and pulled him forward. Her back arched against his cheap mattress as she forced him to bottom out inside of her pussy once more. Her arousal splashed against their thighs with each deep and hard thrust. He moaned above her. Pleasure sparked through each nerve and lit her up and sent her soaring. Things were sloppy, messy, and clumsy but she wouldn’t give up this moment for anything. The future was in front of them and they hopefully had a lifetime to explore each other and learn what made the other fall apart at the seams. Though, right now, Ren was incredibly close to making her experience that, even if it was unintentional. He was so thick and so hot and she had wanted this for so long. How was she supposed to last?

Moans and pants fell from her now gaping mouth as he slammed in and out of her. His balls smacked against her ass. The power of his thrusts sent ripples across her flesh. Her breasts bounced as her legs swung above him. Her toes curled as his cock stroked a spot she didn’t know she had. Her walls spasmed around him each time he hit that spot. A grunt escaped him before he hit it again and forced a high-pitched moan from her.

It clicked.

“Does it f-feel good?” he asked. Cockiness dripped from his words even as his voice shook with need. “Please... please say it, I-I need to hear it...”

“It feeeeels so good, Ren... I-I love... I love it!”

“Fuck!”

Greedily, Ren dove forward and claimed her lips once again. His thrusts, already sloppy and desperate, grew even wilder. Her eyes rolled back before fluttering shut as he pounded into that spot over and over. She twitched and writhed under him. She felt him shudder and his cock jump inside of her. He was close.

She could tell. She wanted it. She needed it.

Reluctantly, she pushed him away just enough to whisper into his ear.

“Cum for me.”

A noise that could only be described as a grunt and boyish moan slipped past his lips. A hand slid down to her breast and gave it a squeeze as his hips slowed to a crawl. His cock continued to twitch and throb inside of her tight walls. The now agonizingly slow pace did little to stop his orgasm. Too little, too late, she imagined. A shudder ran through his body as he bottomed out once again. She swore she could feel his balls churn against her ass before the first shot of cum splattered against her womb. Warmth spread through her body as he painted her walls white. He shivered but stayed upwards.

“Fuck, Ann...” he whispered. Shakily, he pulled out of her and flopped to her side. His limp cock rested against her hip as his arms wrapped around her slim body. One hand slid between her sticky thighs, and the pads of his fingers traced along her slick lips. It was light. A tease. A jolt ran through her body as his finger ghosted along her flesh. “I’m not done yet.”

The heat in his voice sent ripples of electricity across her skin. She thought that she couldn’t get any more turned on. Arousal pulsed through her veins. Goosebumps rose under her flesh as his whispers about how beautiful she was, how hot and wet she was, how good she felt around his cock, how he dreamt about being this close to her—how good the heat and shape of her body felt against his, the sweetness of her voice, the scent of her sweat and vanilla shampoo—and how amazing this all way sank into her core. His lips brushed against her neck as his finger plunged between her slick folds. She couldn’t help but squirm and buck against his hand. His thumb swiped across her clit—sometimes it was too light, sometimes too hard but it made her want to scream all the same—as his middle finger traced along her entrance.

“Do you want it?” he murmured. The vibration of Ren’s voice against her damp neck sent her flying into the sky and sinking into the mattress. She couldn’t even describe the sound that tore itself from her throat. He chuckled. “I’ll... take that as a yes,” he panted.

His lips latched onto her neck and suckled greedily against her pulse. That strangled sound caught itself in Ann’s throat as her walls clenched around nothing. Then, finally, he plunged two fingers inside of her. His pace was sloppy, definitely not lazy though, and it lit her nerves on fire. His thumb swiped and rolled against her clit. It was pure accident whenever he’d stroke her g-spot—the way his fingers moved told her that he wasn’t trying to look for it either—but it was so, so, so good.

Ann didn’t stand a chance.

Her back arched against the cheap mattress. Her toes curled as her hips spasmed wildly against his hand. More strangled, high-pitched, and girlish moans dripped from her lips and filled the heated air. His fingers were still going. It was too much. So much. Spikes of almost painful pleasure drove themselves into her core and rattled her being. Her eyes screwed themselves shut before they could roll back.

Fire that burned as hot as a lightning strike blazed through her body. Pure utter sensation. There was no other way to describe it. Physically, it was the best she had ever felt. She had masturbated before, yes, but it was something completely different when it was with someone else. Someone she adored. Someone who she knew felt the same about her. It filled her heart to the brim.

Her walls twitched and throbbed around his now slow fingers as if they were trying to milk him dry. A surplus of her slick arousal and his cum dripped down his fingers and onto the sheet beneath them. Sticky with sweat and their fluids. The scent of sex hung in the air. It was something that would have embarrassed Ann and sent her into a panic if she was at home and her parents were going to be back in five minutes.

But right now? Right here?

It was alright.

As Ren pulled his fingers out of her, a soft expression graced his features while he pulled her close. Ann buried her face in the crook of his neck as the sound of his breathing and their heartbeats lulled her into a deeper warmth.

“This... isn’t just a one-time thing, right?” she whispered.

“No,” he murmured. “I meant every word. I like you a lot. The only thing I’d change right now is... that I wish I could’ve told you normally.”

Laughing, Ann pulled away from him just enough to be able to look him in the eye. Her hand stroked his cheek. “It’s alright... as long as we know now.”

He returned that smile and as he leaned in to steal another kiss from her, he whispered “Yeah, you’re right.”

Despite all the noise and chaos happening downstairs, the two of them managed to fall asleep in each other’s arms. They could worry about the clean-up after a rest.