You Know I Can't Refuse Your Love

Author's Notes: ofc i fall in love with a minor/side character in an already obscure (in the west) mecha show. this was a commission that i was generously asked to write.

A sigh escaped Lioubov as her feet dragged themselves across the threshold of her and the princess’ room. To say that it had been a difficult day would have been an understatement. She thought she would have been used to life in the Exodus by now. The exhaustion and frustration she felt told her otherwise. There was always something to do or someone to look for. Princess Ana was usually the cause of both, outside of the Railroad Company, of course. Today it was just the princess giving her the runaround. The two hours of trying to get the girl to study had gone nowhere. So, she let her run off—under the supervision of Mr. Mamadou, of course—to do whatever she was so desperate to do.

Lioubov wasn’t sure if she was secretly happy about that. It had meant she failed her duty. But it also meant that she was free to relax. Something that she desperately needed to do. Back in the Domepolis, she was with Princess Ana at all hours but there was a schedule. Safety. Here, Lioubov was scrambling to help with the Exodus in any way she could when she wasn’t wrangling the princess.

She couldn’t help but sigh once again as she stripped down to her undergarments. A familiar heat licked her senses. Her teeth sank into her bottom lip. Well, Princess Ana would be gone for the afternoon. There would be no harm...

Still, shame washed over her as she pulled out a small box and sat on the bed. She pulled out the contents; a VR set—it wasn’t as nice as Gainer’s but it served its purpose well—and a vibrator—it was also basic, with only two speeds, but it served its purpose more than well. An intense flush blossomed under her skin as her body ached for release. She swore that she could already feel the vibrations before she even turned it on. Once the VR set was slipped on and her embarrassingly wet panties dangled off her right ankle, Lioubov turned on the toy.

Even on its lowest setting, the wand’s intense vibration ran down her arm and rattled her to the core. A hiss escaped her as she placed it between her legs. Pure sensation racked her body even if it had barely touched her. The toy's strength was enough to buzz against her clit through her dense pubic hair and puffy lips. Heavy pants fell from her mouth as moans struggled to escape. Part of her wanted to just lay there and let it take her. Yet, she wanted to indulge. Her free hand struggled to flip through the videos she had saved onto the device but she got it in the end.

The image of a man—tall, broad shoulders, rich dusky skin that glistened with sweat already, and dark hair—hung over a petite woman flashed before her eyes. Yes, this always got Lioubov off no matter how many times she watched it.

As the man lavished kisses and hickeys onto the woman’s neck and breasts, Lioubov pressed the wand tighter against her mound. Tiny moans escaped her as her hips bucked against the toy. She watched as the woman writhed and begged for the man to properly take her. Well, she had put it in a much crasser way but Lioubov couldn’t imagine actually asking for it.

Her mouth grew dry as she imagined Gain Bijou teasing her like the man in the video did. He’d cradle her in his strong arms, his deft fingers grazing her wet slit and making her properly beg for his manhood to ravish her. She’d cry and whine then finally say the words...

“Please, please fuck me with your big cock!”

The man’s cock ground against the woman’s pussy—how lewd—as if he was trying to squeeze a few more pleads for her. Then... he finally slammed himself inside of her. Lioubov couldn’t help but moan along with the woman in the video. Her hips rose themselves off the mattress as her toes curled. Her body ached for something to be inside it. But she didn’t want to stop. She couldn’t stop. The thought of pushing the head of the wand into herself danced in her head. She couldn’t! There was no way it’d fit, could it? She was so wet. Maybe it was possible.

Before Lioubov could even consider this further, the man pulled out of the woman’s heat. Her juices glistened on his cock. She flipped onto her front and rose her hips. His member prodded her other hole. Lioubov bit her lip as it sank into the woman’s backside.

It was such a shameful desire, one borne from curiosity. A nasty habit that she had gotten into since she bought the headset but it had felt so... Shaking, Lioubov rolled onto her stomach and positioned the wand so it’d still be buzzing against her sex as her hands were free to explore. They reached behind her and spread her cheeks. The tip of her finger ghosted her rim, circling around it and then prodding and eventually sinking inside of it. She worked herself up to two and eventually three fingers as she watched the man’s testes smack against the woman’s core with every deep thrust.

The delicious discomfort and tight friction burned through her body as she imagined Gain—well, it didn’t matter who at this point, Lioubov just craved anyone to take her—pinning her to the mattress and rutting her ass. She keened. Her fingers were too slim, too delicate, and definitely not strong enough. Even as the dutiful toy rumbled against her cunt, it wasn’t enough. She wanted something bigger. Oh, why didn’t she take that seller’s offer for the other toy?!

Pure, utter desperation continued to fill her. It poured and poured and poured itself into her and steadily began to overflow. It completely washed away any rationality.

Her hips rose off the bed once more. Her body screamed at the sudden lack of stimulation even as phantom vibrations buzzed through her. She panted as a shaky hand reached under her, grabbed the wand, and brought it to her ass. The vibration felt strange against her other hole but it wasn’t unpleasant. She whined as she pulled her fingers away and started to push the too-wide head against her asshole. Her teeth grit themselves as the slick surface slid all around her tight hole, unable to get any real purchase thanks to her arousal coating the smooth plastic.

Hah, not even Gain’s nor the man in the video’s cock was as thick as this toy. How unbecoming! If anyone knew she was like this, surely they’d think of her as a whore. Would the men in the Exodus like that? Would they look down on her for it while yearning to use her anyway?

A strangled cry escaped her as the tip finally managed to push into her hole. It was unbearable. It was unbearable because of how difficult it was, how tight she was, how big it was, and how it wasn’t enough. Her knees quaked under her as she pushed the wand—one that was clearly not designed for this purpose—into her semi-virginal ass. Finally, her ass eased itself enough for more of the toy. There was no way she’d be able to take the entire thing but she was going to try.

As the first few centimeters sank into her with a ‘pop’, her cunt twitched before spasming around nothing while an orgasm tore through her.

“Ah, Ms. Lioubov! Mamadou wanted me to tell you that he lost Prin—” As the door swung open, a gentle voice carried itself through the room and past the speakers in her headset. Panic pulsed through her veins as she threw her headset off and looked behind her. There stood Gainer Sanga, his mouth agape and his cock threatening to tear through his slacks at the sight of her in such a state.

“I-I’m sorry!” he cried out as he dashed out of the room. The door was left wide open for whomever to look inside as Lioubov scrambled to look presentable.